this may seem odd to some people, but I have come to realize that Me, Myself and I are three separate entities in a way.
Firstly there’s Me.. the bloke people see all the time, not a bad bloke all in all (I hope) but not really all that tangible either.. he’s the bloke I hide behind, the facade… the portrayal of the person I subconsciously think other people want to see.
Then, if you get to know me and get to peel away a few layers you find Myself and you get to see that I’m not as outgoing as I can sometimes, with difficulty, pretend to be.. in some ways this part of me is better than the first part.. more sensetive and wotnot.. but mostly he’s scared and angry.
Finally there’s I the part I never have let anyone see all of.. only one person has ever cracked the walls around this bloke and peeked in.. and that one person quite possibly knows this part of me better even than I do.. it’s the part of me I try to hide even from myself.. the neurotic, timid wreck that is home to all my anxieties …and where my ego lives in shame.
Not exactly enlightening … but there you have it…. meet stuart, he’s pleased to meet you and hopes oneday to be able to tell you that in person.
I know all three, I see more of one of them at the moment though. Balance is essential. ((hugs))
Haha! I suspected it was Wendy that knew you all! I should like to meet you both “when” you get here! BR/BR/I agree we all have the same sort of identity in there somewhere! Mind you the older we get the more the I comes forward and puts itself out there! After all, who really gives a shit about what the rest of the world thinks? If you cannot be yourself, then who are you really?
Stew you are a really lousy blogger! More posts dear!
I’m a terrible blogger… as soon as I open my blog page my brain dribbles out of my ears LOL
Well scoop them up my dear! Its Halloween! Its a good probability! Scoop Scoop!
Enlightened? Hell – I reckon that sounds pretty normal.